I have found myself in a strange situation. Two weeks ago, I caught a glimpse of a girl in a bar that I found absolutely gorgeous. She was just about to get into a cab, so I quickly grabbed a cocktail napkin, jotted down my name and number, and rushed out to hand it to her as she was just getting in. I looked her straight in the eyes and sincerely said something to the effect of, "I never, ever, do this sort of thing, but my name is Derrick and I would love an opportunity to take you out sometime." She gave me a coy, doe eyed smile and was totally caught off guard, yet clearly flatted. Half an hour later, she sent me a text message saying, "wow, no one has ever done that before... given me their number." So for the next two weeks, we exchange a series of flirty text messages, add each other on Facebook, etc. Clearly a strong mutual interest between the two of us. On NYE, I was hosting a party at my place. I invite her out, and she accepts. She comes, she's just as beautiful as I had remembered. We kiss at midnight. Talk for awhile. She grabs me and leads me to the bedroom. We kiss more, intensely, passionately, we express how much of a strong attraction we have for one another between kissing. She says how attractive and appealing my boldness was in giving her my number like that. Then she left, but was followed by more text messages throughout the night that she was craving more from me. We hang out the next day for what was intended to be more of a proper date, but totally neglected that fact that real restaurants are closed on New Years Day, so we meet up at a more casual place, talk for awhile, and then head back to my place together. I opened a bottle of wine, we continue the conversation, and as it turns out, she's actually a very intelligent and engaging girl that I quickly found myself falling for. We snuck in spurts of kissing during the conversation, but kept going back to talking because there was clearly a strong connection. Eventually, the kissing trumps the conversation and things naturally heat up from there. After about an hour or so of really good sex, we lay in bed spooning and talking for hours, sneaking in kisses, and just enjoying one another's company. By this point, I had fallen pretty hard for the girl and the feeling was clearly mutual given the tone of the conversation. 5:30 in the morning, I drive her home, we hug and kiss passionately as she gets out of the car. I go home, totally smitten. More flirty texts, Facebook status updates, comments, etc... Two days later (last night), we make plans to grab coffee. She meets me at my place, and we immediately strike up fun conversation. I wanted to embrace her and say, "Hello, beautiful" and kiss her, but I didn't... I feared coming on too strong as both of us had recently came out of relationships, so I kept it casual. Casual all night. We got coffee to go, head back to my place, and just talk but all the conversation was fun, intelligent, and enjoyable. I knew we only had an hour as she had plans for yoga, so I didn't try to push anything physical. She had also made mention the day prior of getting her period, and then made subtle references such as "ugh, I hate the feeling of cramping..." and "I always crave ice cream at this time of the month." So that coupled with the reticence of not wanting to come on too strong, I kept everything casual and friendly. As the hour drew to a close, I offered to drive her home, and kiss her gently on the lips twice as we're going out the door just to reaffirm my interest in her "like that." It was the first and only physical interaction of the night. Something felt amiss... I drive her home, she gets out of the car only giving me a hug and thanking me for coffee. That confirmed my suspicion of something not feeling right. I waited a few hours, sent her a fun, tongue-in-cheek text message referencing from our conversation earlier in the night. She responded pleasantly to it. And then I get, verbatim: "btw i apologize if i seemed distant or off putting earlier. i really really enjoy our conversation and think you are a wonderfully great guy and i dont want to assume anything on how you feel. but i just want to make it clear that i am not looking for a relationship or anything serious." I am sorry if i let things go too far but i dont regret our night a few days ago. i don't want to lead you on." I respond with, "I was certainly open to entertaining the idea of going further. But caught that impression from you earlier, so I acted awkward and stilted as a result. I did rather enjoy the other night, and thought we had something there for a moment." Her, "I think we have chemistry its just that i just got out of one serious relationship after another and i want to be single and experience that and meeting people and being young yada yada yada. i never intended to make you feel awkward." Me, "I totally empathize. I'm very m 
Hi, I'm a 19-year-old male, and I'd like to share a little about my past and present. I was brought up in a beautiful home, by two loving, dedicated parents, that denied me nothing. However, as a young child, I was always getting into trouble for one reason or another, and never seemed to learn from my mistakes. My bad behavior even dates back to when I attended kindergarden. At school I was always in trouble for doing the wrong thing, and was expelled from 3 schools, until finally I left at the age of 14 due to bad attendance. I've been a liar basically since I started talking, and would often steal from others. At the age of 11-years-old, I killed my first cat by strangleing it to death. Since then I have killed atleast 4 more cats, one of which was my own, might I add, all by strangulation, and lit atleast 10 relatively big fires. I've always been a big success with the ladies, and up until recently, was seeing 3 woman concurrently. Despite my lengthy criminal history, I've only been to court once, and was handed a suspended sentence and a 3,500 dollar fine, which I did not pay, for 13 different offences ranging from car theft to traffic voilations. 3 days after I was handed my suspended sentence, I went and lit someone's house on fire while they were asleep with a bottle of petrol and some matches. After my court appearance, my mother thought it'd be a good idea for me to get some councelling, so she got me involved with a place called Forensicare, which deals specifically with mentally disorderd criminals. I've been attending Forensicare for about 3 months now, and still haven't recieved any sort of diagnosis, despite being very up front about my anti-social behavior. Personally, I don't see a problem with my behavior, though society may percieve it a little differently. Sincerely Yours. 
The Secretary for the Treasury under Reagan taken from his syndicated column Brooklyn College professor Jeanne Theoharis warns us that an American citizen can now be tried on secret evidence. "You can spend years in solitary confinement before you are convicted of anything. There has been attention paid to extraordinary rendition, Guantanamo and Abu Ghraib with this false idea that if people are tried in the United States things will be fair. But what allowed Guantanamo to happen was the devolution of the rule of law here at home, and this is not only happening to Hashmi." http://www.vdare.com/roberts/100104_liberty_lost.htm --------------- The above is part of an article written by Paul Craig Roberts a republican under Regan who was the Secretary for the Treasury Were you the average American aware ---- you have no rights no freedoms and bravery will get you beaten on the picket line ? Or is the average American too brainwashed to understand this reality ? 
What is a good birthday party theme for a 2 year old that would go along w/ this: http://www.birthdayexpress.com/Bindi-the-Jungle-Girl-Party-Supplies/42144/PartyKitDetail.aspx Jungle animals? Safari theme? Something else??? Ideas??? 2 y/o and 5 y/o siblings w/ a birthday 11 days apart, sharing a birthday party (who's theme doesn't match the indoor pool setting but oh well).... Any ideas??? The Bindi theme is a must for the 5 y/o but not ideal for the 2 y/o so I'm looking for something that will go along w/ the Bindi theme. Thanks!!! Or.... is this just totally not fair to the 2 y/o and I should do the Bindi theme at home on the 5 y/o birthday? I guess I was just picturing the 2 y/o looking at the pictures from the party when he's 15 and saying, "you gave me a Bindi the Jungle Girl theme???". LOL! 
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