I start babysitting at 630 am, there is one child until 230, that's when I get a 6, 8, and 10 year old. I watch them all at the first house that I start at which is the 2 and 6 year old. The 8 and 10 year old have some behavior issues, they easily get angry, don't listen to rules etc. Some days during the week the little one says to the other two that he doesn't want to play with them and wants to be alone in his room; this usually causes a WW3 and the older ones get mad and start yelling. I have told them on many occasions that they are guests in this home, allowed by the other mother so I could watch them so they didn't have to go to an after school care program that their mother didn't want them to go to after an incident last summer; and if he doesn't want them in his room that its allowable. This house is huge and there are tons of places where they could play or they're even allowed to go outside and go to their other friends homes. I have no idea what else to do/say to them. Please any suggestions would be very 
My daughter is turning 18 in just over a month - she was home-schooled and doesn't have a big circle of friends. Does anyone have a suggestion for a memorable party to celebrate the big day? 
So this is the dress I have picked out thus far, though I haven't had the opprotunity to try it on. It reminds me of the one I've always dreamed of though and i have tried on others that just haven't spoken to me the way this one has just by looking at the pic.http://www.edenbridals.com/5004-p-368.html- I'll probably just have it specially made for me by a seamstress as I'm below 5ft. My fiance will be wearing a kilt . It will look similar to this. http://www.manninkilt.co.uk/Home%20page/KILT%20(1)%20with%20burn.jpg Him and the groomsmen will be walking out to a bagpipe mixed drums- sounds sorta severe but I promise it isn't. I will be walking out to the bridal march like this (1:30)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OHWOTfGYnkA&feature=related Anyway I'm unsure what sort of brides maid dresses to put with what we have going on. I was sorta thinking a long dress as my fiance wants to get married the first of Jan next year. What color do you think would look good for a wedding like this. My tartan is deep green with a small square of blue and red. The tartan he'll be wearing will be black and white.. though my family tartan is still open. All other suggestions and thoughts welcome 
I grew up all my life in a very bad, oppressed neighborhood. That neighborhood being Brownsville, Brooklyn. I hated myself for many years.I've lived in a small apartment with my two parents and two younger siblings in the "projects" all my life where I did have my own room but life was hard.I've been threatened to be shot and stabbed multiple times. I went to High School fortunately in a better neighborhood but off course I had to make my way through this tough neighborhood.Life was tough and still is for me growing up. I'm black,homosexual and in the closet because I know if I wasn't life would be even harder for me, and I sworn to myself that if my parents ever found out I was homosexual I would kill myself. How ever After high school I attended Hofstra University. I spent a semester there for college. It was wonderful and I couldn't have asked for more. I remember being in my English class and the ideas and enthusiasm of my professor made me look at my life on different perspectives; I was closer to my state of tranquility and my principles in life. How ever I was not able to attend Hofstra the next upcoming semester of spring 2010 due to financial difficulties. My parents didn't contribute financially to my college education yet they took my lawsuit money months ago I got on my birthday. Worse I'm back at home now in this environment. I don't have my own room anymore because it was given to my younger brother. So now I sleep on the floor in my middle brothers room.I'm trying to register for a CUNY and the ideal colleges that offer dorm life that I would like to attend say they have no space for me for spring 2010. It hurts me with the sin of jealousy and makes me feel inferior when Immigrants to this country can come here and have a better life than me; and I ABSOLUTELY don't hate minorities and this doesn't include mexicans who i can relate to and feel that they are not immigrants but I know of a gay korean guy from california who is my age who goes to an expensive college in manhattan and is able to have an apartment in manhattan also. Yet a black kid like me whose families have lived in this country for 100's of years has to live in the projects under oppression? Even when I TRY to have a better life I can't. I've been out there trying to get a better life and trying to attend a college was one example. I can't even get a job.So off course I feel inferior.And also please don't tell me to ask the Korean guy how he does it because he refuses to talk to me because he dislikes my race and that is ok.Further I never saw my grandparents of any of my parents. They all have died before I was born due to drugs.I've thought of suicide many times, but offcourse I've weighed the options because their is going to be children in the future that may be born into the life of mines.As a person under these issues I feel I should live to contribute but my problems are preventing me socially, economically and environmentally.It's a really tough fight.This world is cold. All the dating sites require fees and for me as a closet individual make it harder. Advice would be truly appreciated.(p.s i also had trouble catagorizing this question so if you know of a better catagory please tell me. 
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