Hi, I'm a 19-year-old male, and I'd like to share a little about my past and present. I was brought up in a beautiful home, by two loving, dedicated parents, that denied me nothing. However, as a young child, I was always getting into trouble for one reason or another, and never seemed to learn from my mistakes. My bad behavior even dates back to when I attended kindergarden. At school I was always in trouble for doing the wrong thing, and was expelled from 3 schools, until finally I left at the age of 14 due to bad attendance. I've been a liar basically since I started talking, and would often steal from others. At the age of 11-years-old, I killed my first cat by strangleing it to death. Since then I have killed atleast 4 more cats, one of which was my own, might I add, all by strangulation, and lit atleast 10 relatively big fires. I've always been a big success with the ladies, and up until recently, was seeing 3 woman concurrently. Despite my lengthy criminal history, I've only been to court once, and was handed a suspended sentence and a 3,500 dollar fine, which I did not pay, for 13 different offences ranging from car theft to traffic voilations. 3 days after I was handed my suspended sentence, I went and lit someone's house on fire while they were asleep with a bottle of petrol and some matches. After my court appearance, my mother thought it'd be a good idea for me to get some councelling, so she got me involved with a place called Forensicare, which deals specifically with mentally disorderd criminals. I've been attending Forensicare for about 3 months now, and still haven't recieved any sort of diagnosis, despite being very up front about my anti-social behavior. Personally, I don't see a problem with my behavior, though society may percieve it a little differently. Sincerely Yours.
At my last appointment I was told the baby is going to be 8lbs and my Dr does not believe I can deliver that large of a baby vaginally, so if I do not go into labor on my own at my next appointment we will be scheduling an induction (I was induced with my first daughter and it was no fun and I would not like a repeat) My Dr told me to go home and do all the natural stuff I could think of, sex is not an option because my husband is nervous of hurting the baby because she is so low. I'm dilated to a 2 and 60% effaced (I have been told to lift furniture but I worry that would hurt the baby or possible separate the placenta) I am thinking of walking or climbing stairs but dont know how effective that is. Any other idea's would be great! My next appointment is on Thursday and I would love to have her out by then. I do not want negative responses so don't bother posting if your only opinion is "let nature takes its course" or "she will come when she's ready"
We have been together for 14 yrs. We have 2 kids together... My husband "JB" has always controlled the money in every way... He always decides every major decision (like where to move..) I was very young when I got with him so, I was constantly trying to please him. I was always quiet around his friends. But! Now I'm grown up and have a voice I guess and speak my opinion quite frequently... This usually causes a bad argument. For instance* I said to him one day when chatting about buying a house... " we should really consider a home with a garage or basement so that you can have a social area for your friends.. with a tv and so on. (he likes this idea). Then I said " because as I get older I prefer not to have people over so much (and not even asked.. btw). He plainly looked at me and said "TOUGH!" .. well, that was that... I'm really tired of my opinion not mattering.. and he treats me like a child. Theirs so much more too, but this is the gist of it.. Should I just say 'screw you, I'm sick of this crap!" and leave? (he obviously does not like me getting older and more vocal...*sigh*
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