i've had a pretty shitty past and present. my dad used to be an alcoholic for about 2+ years of my life. that really affected me. he also pretty much mentally abused me. if i told him something, he'd flip on me. he'd just get nasty when he drank, which was pretty much turning into a huge problem and was constantly. he also made me always feel like shit, i'd always end up crying and shaking. i learned what depression was early. that sucked. he made me find it hard to really socialize with people too. the summer before 8th, he cheated on my mom, and everything has been really upside down since that. i find myself really affected by the drinking, and cheating. this has been a recent issue that has been legit killing me. i feel like no one understands how i feel. it's such a terrible feeling. the only one that truly does is my ex's best friend. he helps me a lot, but has enough issues with family and such, so i try not to bother him, even when i desperately need help. my mom got me a therapist a few weeks ago. it has helped. but i haven't seen her in a while. one minute, i'm happy. all smiley and having a great time. a few minutes later, i will be all upset, crying over the most randomest things. also, i feel like i have no friends recently. now, this isn't true. because i do, but for some reason, i can't convince myself that. i had gym today, and none of my friends are in that class. i sat by myself pretty much the whole class, picking at my jeans, wishing i could just be home or invisible or be with my ex, friends, mom, cousins, aunt, etc. i really had no one to talk to. and i feel like i am a loser for this, even though i'm not. is this normal or not? i feel so depressed lately, and i dont know what to do. i want to text my ex's best friend so he can help me, but idk what to do anymore. can anyone help me? because i dont think i can go on like this. this feeling is unbearable . its like im trapped and cant get out. and that im not my normal, fun, happy, loving self anymore. any ideas or advice, anything would be really appreciated. thank yaa so much. 
do anyone of u have any idea where aarusha homes and hostels(addagutta, kphb) and ss lodge(opp:kalaniketan wedding mall, kphb, kukatpally) exactly located? are they both near to jntu?google map is unable to show the exact area .... please anyone help me...... 
The foreclosure started 9/11/09 and my move in day was 10/15/09. I had no idea any of this was going on so i signed a year lease and moved my stuff in. 2 months after i moved in i got a NOTICE OF TRUSTEE'S SALE on my door. The auction day was today 1/4/2010 The house went to the bank. I paid the land lord a deposit and 2 months rent so far but because i got the notice i didn't pay this month... I have no idea what to do or what i can do. I have a child and need a place for him to sleep... I keep hearing i can take her to court for ALL my moneys back. Is that true or what is it that i can do, and what is going to happen??? 
ok in late nov, me n my bf had sex unprotected twice, i took the mornin after pill two days later, and then about a week or two later, i had huge cramps and bled for about an hour, n i have no idea what it was..i wasn't due on my period? on the 14th i had my period for about a day.. this is where it gets humiliating, we kept havin unprotedted sex through december.. i took a pregnancy test on the 24th, but this is where it gets confusing.. i got so nervous doing the test i couldnt produce enough urine on it to get a result. so later when i got home i tried it on the same one, (which may have effected the results??) and the 2nd line was dark purple, and the first very faint, not purple, but looks as if it was turning another colour.. every now and again i get cramps, i keep getting dizzy and my boobs hurt. i took the test too early, i know that, but i was just so scared. you can all go mad and say how stupid i am for having unprotectd sex, but im so scared please help? 
Hi. I'm almost 16, but not quite (this is relevant if anyone suggests anything about the law), and I have an issue-- my mother seems to be abusing drugs for the past 3 or so months. She has been taking citalopram, buspirone, tranxene, ubiquinol, and more (I know she's been prescribed citalopram and tranxenes-- the others dont appear to be prescribed). Yesterday, I posted a similar question, and the only feedback I got is that she is supposed to be taking these pills. I know. I'm not an idiot. Problem is, I have reasons to believe my mother is misusing them. The family has been broken apart severely since this summer (family members suing family members, abuse charges, etc etc) and my mother has been very depressed. For as long as I remember, she's been depressed, but I haven't seen her this bad in years. The last time she was this depressed, she attempted to commit suicide by swallowing a whole bottle of pills. She survived and this was never reported to anyone; hospital or police. It's a miracle she made it. Anytime she gets stressed or anxious, she takes one of the pills. I know she's supposed to take a regular amount at certain times of the day, but she will take 2-3 at a time (when that is what her daily dosage is supposed to be) to get a quick fix. She's failed to do normal parenting things, like drive her children home from school. When I ask her why, she says she "takes too many tranxenes." I've been looking through her "office stuff" at night, out of concern, and have found empty bottles of rum, needles, "ecstasy cigarettes" (I have no idea if these are really ecstasy, or if they're legal), and bottle after bottle of pills-- there's no way she was given all the pills she has in her drawer for a month's worth. She definitely has extra. Since I noticed her problems, she has also started smoking again. She quit drinking due to alcoholic tendencies about a year ago, but I guess she's started again. My sister is also an addict to pills-- over-the-counter drugs. I know at least one of her medications are addictive, because I looked it up online. So, to summarize, I found that she has: - 5+ prescription medications, all in a surplus amount - Needles - Ecstasy Cigarettes - Some strange pill that's blue, marked "CDK" and full of pink powder (no one can seem to identify this-- not even on online medication dictionaries. I found them hidden in the bottom of her citalopram medication. - Empty bottles of rum Since she started recreationally taking medications (which I have witnessed), she: - Has lost 33 pounds and is now underweight, according to an adult BMI chart - Can't drive very well - Is very fatigued, tired, etc - Is unresponsive; when I talk to her, It doesnt seem like she has the capacity to listen and comprehend - Doesn't care about anything - Offering me some and thinking it's okay I don't know how "solid" this evidence is, but with my mother's history of addiction problems to cigarettes and alcohol as well as the very intense, life-changing family problems of late, I think she could have a very serious and deadly problem. What do I do? I feel like, if I confront her, she will just get defensive and deny things. Help! =[ I told my sister about it and showed her the drugs/empty alcohol bottles, and she rolled her eyes at me, saying that "we all have our own path to private destruction in this family, so leave her the fuck alone and leave me the fuck out of it." :/ No support! I see a counselor/therapist and I told her about this. She just said it's "likely" and gave me no other help than that. No family is supporting me on this. Anyone I tell this to cusses me out, tells me to leave everyone alone, and to mind my own business... maybe because they're either pill-addicts, alcoholics, or self-destructive people like she is. 
2004 Kia Spectra 4 cyl Front Wheel Drive 130000 miles While driving on the highway, my 2004 Kia Spectra 2.0L died suddenly and wouldn't restart. Just "wrrrred." (if you catch my drift) We towed it home and I checked the timing belt, it is fine, not broken, nor are there missing teeth. Replaced the battery two months ago, checked the fuses and relays, all are fine. Plugs have spark, sprayed ether in the carburetor, still engine won't start. Car was loosing power on uphill climbs (Above normal experience) for about 3 months previous to this. Replaced head gasket one year ago. Any ideas? Fluids were all okay, although the engine clearly overheated when the engine died. Temp gauge did not register overheating, but when the car cruised to a stop I heard the distinctive bubbling sound. Scanned inside code reader (under the driver dash) and no codes registered, the vehicle "passed." I do not have access to a diagnostic plug for the terminal under the hood. Please help! 
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